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Mixed Emotions

November 12th, 2017 (11:47 pm)

I'm feeling a lil bit like shyt. See, baby got locked up on the 4th and I srsly didn't know what to do. So like a week later fam is asking where he at? I honestly don't/didn't feel like it was my place to say anything.

Well one of his friends srsly tried to check me...

I'll wait and see what bae has to say about it, but it still sucks that I feel like shyt and a bad wife

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]

Mixed Emotions

March 17th, 2017 (06:53 pm)

This week has been a lil weird. Been happy, mad,horny, can't sleep, just all over the place really.

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July 17th, 2016 (06:37 pm)

Um i myself have just came to grip w the realization that I'm bi..... so told a few friends but seems like they already knew, so i was l8 to my own party gr8. Now im feeling some type of way , prolly cuz I NEED TO GET LAID!!!! But n e way idk what to do rite now...

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]

What's going on ...

July 15th, 2016 (01:36 pm)

12 more days til my #dirtythirty!! I miss my baby so much. Unfortunately he got locked up on the 4th of July, dammit. But still miss my baby. Even though he has legal issues I still love this man.

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]

welcome to my truth

April 22nd, 2016 (09:31 am)

So there's this guy who came into my life unexpected but turned out to be my other half. I guess u could say that when I was younger I subconsciously told myself that when I find someone who loves/treats/knows me the way my dad does then that's it. I never thought that it would actually happen. At the time I wasn't even looking to be with anybody; but when u pray for something, it comes when u least expect it.

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October 24th, 2015 (11:30 pm)

OMG!!! Last Sunday was the best day in while. Finally saw baby after like forever. It felt good to see him. It wasn't fair when he had to leave, but i'll wait until the next time I see him.

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]

God has kept me alive

October 21st, 2015 (11:50 am)

current location: orlando
current mood: cheerful

Back in January 5th 2008,I got really sick. Anyway I remember that my blood sugar was high and I had to go the hospital. I walked into the hospital, signed in then I blacked out. January 23, I woke up and was being pushed into ICU. I had tubes down my throat, in my nose and everywhere else. Also I couldn't move at all, I was paralyzed. after all the tests and MRIs the docs told me i have something called transverse myleitis. look it up online and it says that its an infection of the spinal cord. myleitis.org

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]

its been a while...

July 29th, 2015 (02:38 pm)

Its been a while... but ill be back. So many memories.</b>

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]


August 18th, 2006 (04:01 am)

current mood: contemplative
current song: I'm not loving you~~Robin Thicke

i thought it ok, but in all honesty it wasn't but God only knows that one. the situation was what it was, as fucked up as evrything is, i wanna know the truth, but at the sme time i don't. in my own lil fucked up way i still loved that person, sometimes i still do, but i can't let myself fall again. not for their touch, warmth, jus evrything. i wanted love and i guess i got it, but it came around and bit me on my ass, and know it haunts me. and that jsu makes things a whole lot worse. i jus wanna know was it real. love, or what i had thought to be love we shared, was it real or jus something I thought was real? shit if you can fake emotions like that, then dammit u deserve an oscar, b/c i would never ever had thought w/in the past couple years i was being fed bullshit. see, that's the thing i don't get if ur so real, and ur not about playin' games.......nevamind. i won't go there. i have a lot to deal with in the next coming months. i jus hope i can deal.

Barbara aka princess aka babygirl [userpic]

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July 30th, 2006 (01:56 pm)

current mood: indescribable

stupid ass horoscope and it fuckin' w/ mi life....

Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, July 30:

An old relationship that you thought had burned out comes back to life in a surprising way. It just goes to show that you should never write someone off completely. There's a rich vein to be mined here.

how the hell does a bloddy horoscope read me like a freakin book!!!!! could this be a fucking coinsedense (sp?)

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